Life has moments hard to describe...

I hope you guys like the new colors that I welcomed to my blog. Not only pink and white are present. There's orange, blue and purple now. Hmmkay, the point? I've decided to live a colorful life. I mean, I should, right?

I didn't do anything to make my life miserable. Oops, let's scratch that. I did do something to make my life miserable. I let my emotions control over me. That would be my first mistake. If I didn't allow that to happen, the way that people make me feel won't bother me this much. It won't be that big of a deal. It'll hurt me, yes, but just because they make me feel that way doesn't mean I should feel that way the whole time. Hmm, I should keep that in mind. How many times have I said that I would start being happy? A lot, I know. It's like I can't go through a whole month without feeling sad, depressed, downhearted, exasperated, disappointed, and whatever negative and depressing word you can think of. Damn it, Jana. Quit being depressed. Okay, I'll really start now. I'll do whatever I can. Starting now.

Promise
Gonna learn from my pain, never explain, do it my way.
I'll be making mistakes, coming up at a loss. But like MC, shake it off.
I'll stay cool 'cause I know who's boss - me, myself and I.

Sticks and stones
Sitting in my room feeling sorry for myself. I can't feel worse, well what else?
I wonder what I could say to stop the voices taunting and laughing.
Why don't they understand that we are all the same? We all feel lost at times.
Why don't they understand that someone else's pain is not for gain?